My Journey as a Makeup Artist: Overcoming Fear and Embracing Growth.

Entry #2

Starting my business during lockdown without a clear plan was scary. When uni didn't work out, I decided to dive into my passion for makeup. My biggest fear was remaining stagnant in my life. I refused to let that happen, so the idea of pursuing a passion I love plus making a living out of it sounded like a dream. So what’s the worst that could happen?

The major turning point for me was when my life went 180. I was failing my classes and I did not love what I was doing. I was sitting in the space of “I don’t know if I should continue my studies for next semester or should I consider taking makeup seriously?”

My personal life also took a turn as my relationship at the time came to an end unexpectedly. That was a pivotal moment because I knew, that it was time to take care of me, Fiona. 

There’s no one else to look after yourself and at that moment I felt like I needed a big shift. It felt like the universe was moving rocks for me and I was so ready for it.

Before the semester ended I planned out my next steps and that was to enrol in a makeup course and earn a certification - after the 6 weeks I doubled down on establishing my freelance business. Timing was not in my favour because we were navigating a global pandemic. No-client facing services were allowed but nevertheless, I viewed it as an opportunity to be productive with my time & energy. It was time that we weren’t getting back and time could could be used intentionally.

Being in lockdown wasn’t so bad after all, it taught me a lot about myself and what I could change in my circle of control. It helped me gain an optimistic perspective and to embrace growth whether it appeared as comfortable or uncomfortable. I carry that with me to this day because it serves a reminder of how it all began.

The story does not end here, I look forward to sharing more in time!

- Fi